Turkish Girl and The Elephant in the Circus

Hi I wanted to make a wall art for a children's (nursery) room which is about a circus. With this one I wanted to use Turkish elements since there is no Turkish themed circus art. (I didn't seen one but if you did let me know:) ) The Circus theme was an Instagram challenge and to make it interesting i thought adding something from my culture will be fun.

Water Color Study-2

This one is a study of Blue Hydrangeas from Emma's Watercolor book. I am trying to learn watercolor with her exercises which I have shared in my previous post. This one was about using the paints with wet on wet technique. I really liked the feeling of how colors flow to each other and it also has that surprising and spontaneous result which makes it very fun. But also makes you feel like you don't have the control with your painting and that can create fear. However, In my opinion not having the full control and being relaxed creates natural and authentic feeling for the result. Thats the thing I want to experience because when you use digital media it might make your painting stiff and unnatural. Because of that whenever I decide to do digital painting I always draw with traditional medium first so I can still have that flexibility to make accidental marks also I can feel the raw media directly on the paper. Then I use these sketches on my digital software and I don't loose that pure and true feeling that I want to represent with my work.

So lets talk about my second watercolor painting that I studied. I tried to experiment with this wet on wet approach on a separate watercolor paper so I can understand how it works. I realized that when I did it on the separate paper i was more relaxed and I really liked the effect. The way the colors flow into each other amazed me. It was something that I never saw before. But when I actually painted the final flower in the vase subject I wasn't feeling relaxed. I was afraid of making a mistake. So that effected the painting. I really wanted to have the same effect that I did on the separate paper. As a result I understood that it just comes with practice and with repeating the technique I will be more confident and more relaxed which will make my final paintings more close to what I want. It doesn't mean that this painting is not good, but I know I can do better and this was my first trial. I embrace all the process that I can make mistake which is the way to expressing yourself in a more free way. When you have that confidence you will know how to show yourself through those paintings.

Hope these experiences and my thoughts will give you hope and have more courage to keep going. Have a lovely day my friends.  

Some Old Lovely Sketches

Hi there! Now I am trying to blog everyday which is like a journaling to me. Sharing this journey with you makes me feel I am not alone in this challenging path. You know its a isolated and a lonely journey as we freelance illustrators have. I do enjoy being with myself but to be honest I am a social person so it is hard sometimes to not having that interactive environment. The last time I joined an Art Convention to have network and sell my art prints made me feel so alive and happy. Because I can see people's reactions and hear their thoughts about my work and meet other artist like me. It felt more real to me than having to connecting through internet all the time. But now I think by sharing my journey with you will be so rewarding and will make me feel close to you as well. Also, I will like you to know me and my thoughts and experiences in this adventure. So hello and welcome to my life with ups and downs... I am so happy to blog more regularly, building a relationship with you and recording my journey in this illustration career. Thank you for following my work and being beside me it really makes it more meaningful.

While I am working on my Circus themed illustration and my Chocolate Factory's 3rd piece (from my Children's book portfolio work that I have been working on) I wanted to share couple of my old sketches. When I look back I realized that I really enjoy sketching from old photos or people who have this way of look that you can feel they have an interesting story. It makes me so excited and I want to interpret their story in my perspective. In other words, I want to draw them in a way that how they make me feel and how I imagine their story is. Its just the old photos has this mystery, something makes us wonder. Maybe one day I will gather some old photos and make my own children's book:) That will be so fun!

So here is a mix of sketches that I did way back from old photos, some old tv shows, a girl from a different culture that made me feel connected and so authentic, lastly my own self portrait:)

Have a nice day, enjoy the life around you and be curious about people's stories. They can inspire you who knows... Everyone has something to give you... And we have so much in common.  

A Turkish girl in the Circus

Hi everyone! I have been working on two illustrations at the same time which helps me to have a break, look at the same work with fresh eyes and I can work on variety of works. This one will be one of the series of my nursery room wall art. I tried to show you my process while I am working on it. This is a challenge from instagram called #portfolioclub. It is the first theme of the month. I am behind of the schedule but I will be finishing this no matter what. I have been quite enjoying it because I love Turkish elements and combining it with something unsual like circus. Because circus is not related to Turkish Culture so I knew this theme will be interesting. Next I will decide on the characters and start to draw a rough sketch and a line work for the final illustration. I am still thinking should I work in traditional or digital. I might make a rough and a small size traditional one to see how it goes:) 

If you are interested about the materials, I used Copic Markers, PolyChromos Color Pencils, NeoColor Oil Pastels and Faber Castel Pencil.

I am very happy to share the behind the scenes of this illustration.Hope you enjoyed it and wish you have a lovely day...